A fond farewell to Granado Espada

Dear readers,

Marta and I sincerely apologise for the sudden redirection of our RP efforts followed by inactivity. Much has happened after Christmas which have changed our interests in life and for each other, and so have we retired from public light.

This blog was created for our own personal development and as a medium of communication should real-time measures fail. For that it has served us admirably, and so in this state shall it be preserved for all who stumble across this small dusty book in the vast archive of the Internet.

To those who question the beginning of our lives together, know this - there is no point believing in myths and trends regarding the Internet no matter how tempting is it to label it "BAD" or our interests "LAME". An influential tool was made available for me to provide assistance for the needy and I did so for I wished another not to suffer my horrid coming of age years as I learned to spread my wings and fly.

That time may be long past.. but I still remember everything. And I have the power to prevent the repeat of history that occurs far too often for that insulting indifference and complacence prevailent in modern society.

If you see a potential problem, engage and prevent it.
If you see a friend in need, go and help. That is why you are a friend.
Lying to yourself by pretending nothing is going on simply proves that your manhood is pretty much inexistant. That is all.

Three months ago I was but a slave to society who had long forgotten his identity from living in the corporate rat race that is "all talk no action". Today, I am but the humble servant of a noble princess who not only appreciates all the time I spent on her (it is considerable, I assure you), also uses her newfound knowledge and power to guide my development as an adult.

I once said that our roles would be reversed... and this year shall be a life made anew for her as well.

I will just close this blog with the following statement.

It may have been a long and painful quest mending your broken wings, my angel, but all that was lost for your sake has paid itself off a million times over. I will always remember you, should anything unforseen happen, as the woman who transformed herself from helpless to reigning queen in three short months... by simply daring to fight the lies and horrors of her past.

And you did it yourself!

Long time without writing

Its been awhile i dont come here

due to lack of words and stories

but now a reall life begins

with you at my side

on a new world

u made me really happy

this last days

i know sometimes i was stuck

but now i am not any longer

"The Once Broken angel descended from the sky , dared to fight her fears from past again

along with her new friend that came from the flames of hell, she changed him and he did the same , are now departing to another world , close to her heart, along with her he helped on the blockades that were blocking her way to fly again to her home . "I Came to erase my sins and to erase my past memories and im ready to make new ones "

"The no longer broken heart angel is flying home with her friend of their path .....

"She in return said thank you for beeing there for me , wherever u go ... i go to .."

We can only trust ourselves

They did not care last year when time and time again they ignored my silent pleas for help against discrimination. Nor did they stop to think about the utter stupidity of sending a patrol unsupported into a high threat gang infested neighborhood. So I am really glad that we are somehow still here for one another. But where as children we are bound to our elders commands as adults now we are responsible for more than just ourselves. We have no obligation to follow foolish directives and if they do not wish to see our rationale then it is our god given right to make them learn before more people die for their incompetence. Have no fear of taking control for that is what we should do to protect those who rely on our skills, my queen. And so this way we shall control our fate and ensure that we see each other at the end of each day with a clear mind that says... I know you will be back, you are doing everything you can to return to my side. Know this my desert rose: I only pray for one thing each day and that is your health.

We can only trust ourselves

I will never let you go.

What ever caused you to act like you did yesterday, I beg that it would never end. I never danced with anyone before too, but amazingly we did not stumble upon each other.

I have a little surprise for you. Now you can send me messages anywhere, anytime, and it won't cost me a single cent. So my love, you will never be alone again.

I could not let you go too.

Dear Marta, I would confess that many a time I wished to leave you too but everytime was hurt by you something forced me to wait for you to return. I suffered so much for you in the hope that you would pass me some of the pain you bear in your heart and soon I realised that I had bitten off more than I can chew. But still I stayed, for I believe you deserve a life that respects that sharp beauty and regal voice which I love so much, not treated like everybodys doormat just because you prefer to keep to yourself. Now I would reward my reigning queen with anything she wants and you are well worth it too! You have the initiative to think of others too and so I never questioned your decisions. I trust you with all my secrets since we started our courtship and unlike any other, you honoured the deal. And in return I will forever be faithful to you.

A new Year . A new life .

My dear , friend

first of all Happy new year

i wish u the best of everything

best of luck

and with alot of good things

and health

I wont ever forget of wath u did for me

last year

u said i saved you

but u were the one who saved me in the end

where everyone left me

even so my heart told me to not let you go

and it was right and now i understand why

This year it will start a new life

a happy life i hope

and im sure it will be

as long u are there for me like im going to be there for u

when u feel down

i wont ran way from my destiny

if the other lost their lifes for me

to keep living

u and i will live and continue their legacy

See you soon :)