A Poem For Rosa =)

My dear Rosa

heres something for you

this will show you how much i love you .

My sister Vanda helped me with the words

becouse she have poet vein :)

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

_______with Love ___________ Vanir

We are not made perfect

So as again, Carmen, do not worry. What matters is that through that unfortunate conflict between us we have learned more about each other and how our personalities can end up at each others' throats thanks to the effect of limited information.



It is not a flaw, just nature, for as we all know we cannot be too open to our fellow man or risk exploitation. So your mask of ice and fire that you showed me as soon as I greeted you, I understood as a defensive mechanism from me prying into your worries. You were rude and utterly disrespectful for the one who went out of her way to bring you this far yet I understood that I had to earn your trust in some way so I can help you get out of that self-destructive regret you bore for no reason other than just because you could.



So I waited until you were once again ready to see me as your beloved sister and tell me what was wrong such that I might help to calm your fears.



And I am glad that I had waited those long hours for you. Take that as my apology to you, for throughout that ordeal I put a lot of pressure on you for not giving me the attention I wanted. That's all there is to it, Carmen. I'm sorry too.

My failor to rosa...

Dear sister.. i dont know wath happend to me yesterday, i was not myself again

i saw to many deads on the way to coimbra. And thanks to that i fail to you as a sister .

i hope u can understand me , after so many batles , with you my sister how could i do that to you , i dont deserve to be your sister ....

I wont fail again , and if theres something on my mind causing problems to our companions

i will just say it .

I went visit my cousin at coimbra hospital last night

and hes hurt but he can survive .

Rosa i hope your are fine ...

I might have to travell again

The queen said Arlyn she is coming to coimbra trough the sea of elephant

with alot of minions ..

She is attempting to destroy Port Of Coimbra

i have to prepare again for another battle .. i might have no time to write you letters .. But i Will Try my best to be your favorite sister ..

Let us meet again ..

Shipboard Life

Well what can I say? I know nothing of sailing or naval warfare and exist aboard the Hugo as merely a figurehead of authority kept far from the barely controlled chaos that is the working life of a warship.



I spend my days on the quarterdeck with the officers observing their duties, at night I am under virtual house arrest in the captain's quarters. While I am treated with respect from the crew it stands to good reason to keep clear of the "dogs", as the only woman aboard.



Despite that I have learned a lot; I can direct sailors to rig sails, observe wind conditions and with some amount of headaches, get the ship pointed in its general intended direction without collapsing the wind in her sails.



Aside from basic seamanship I can't say I enjoy life aboard ship. Conditions are squalid below decks with minimal ventilation, everything is dark and cramped. There is lots of manual work to be done, you should look at my arms now, and food, once fresh rations have been exhausted a few days from port, is terrible. Imagine passing each day with rock-hard maggot-infested biscuits, unpalatable salted meats, contaminated "drinking" water, that's just the least of it.



Worse is when the wind stops blowing and we are dead in the water, there is nothing we can do in such conditions. It gets terrifyingly hot if this happens in the day and we just have to weather it any way we can.



And last of all I hate everyone looking at me like I were but a piece of meat to them. I even had to fend off advances from the captain himself more than once; it isn't funny at all and it is all I can do to maintain a mask of ice-cold professionalism to keep those barbarians at bay.



Then after 3 weeks of slaving away for the benefit of our ship our lookouts in the dead of night spotted sporadic flashes of cannon fire in the horizon. Tacking upwind for an hour to gain the weather vane we charged towards the still-raging battle at over 12 knots of speed and chanced upon a lone merchant galleon being prosecuted by a number of small pirate sloops. The huge trade ship wasn't about to fall to those tiny gnats but her masts and sails were all but ruined, and she could only sit still and weather the withering fire thrown across her great hull that was neatly pointed downwind.



Our own escort sloops in tow we practically ran right up to the first raider who was anchored dead in the water firing rapidly at the galleon's stern. Everyone aboard the raider seemed to be looking the wrong way as we turned hard to port at the last second; the big frigate heeled alarmingly in the calm seas pointing our 18 gun broadside downwards at the sloop's waterline. The hull simply disintegrated at our breech loaders' point blank assault in a spectacular fountain of smoke and wood splinters.



Those advanced Espadian cannons based on experimental Vespanolan technology were to prove pivotal in the engagement to come, for being able to load the weapons from the rear meant a significant increase in rate of fire over existing muzzle loaders and thus we were able to easily counter the enemy's greater numbers with a fast reloading massive broadside (18 guns vs 6!) I would also say that the high rate of fire of our indigenous cannons offset admirably our lack of coordination as we are but a new ship with a new crew and this is our first battle!



We are now headed back to Porto Coimbra with the crippled Princessa Nadia of Spain in tow, and we expect to gain sight of land in 5 days.

A letter for Rosa ..

My dear sister , Rosa . Here i am writing a letter to you , hopping that your are safe and sound ..Im on a ship as well on my cabin , Vanda is on her cabin resting , we had to assault a ghost ship full of ghosts and lost souls, Vanda had to drive them back while i was comanding the musk aliance , but we made it with vanir help , ohh talking on vanir i hear him praying every night hopping to see you again he also said that he miss your kind smile and your angelic face . I also miss my love Varghese and his tender touch *blush*


Ahhh , Its getting later sister


and tomorrow we have another assault to do and i have to go rest


see ya soon my dear sister in arms .

Dear Carmen,

I am pleased to hear you are well, and that you have finally resorted to leaving me behind in pursuit of your own ambitions. Be sure I shall miss you and Vanir both; I will be spending the endless nights dreaming about my sister and husband as I sail the seas in service of the Crown.

Yes, my interest in the Royal Navy has led to a new assignment as cadet midshipwoman aboard the HMS Hugo, one of the many pirate hunters recently commissioned to hunt down the many brigands threatening the critical supply routes between Reboldeux and Porto Coimbra and also even more importantly between the New World and the Old.

By the time you receive this message I will be far away on the Coimbran Sea aboard this fine 36-gun frigate escorted by a pair of smaller sloops on our trade security mission. No doubt this traditionally "manly" job is very demanding but I believe that challenges are to be met head on. Besides the pay is very good! I will finally be able to adopt to expand our modest holdings in both Coimbra and Auch to support our future goals.

Yes you heard right, I have been investing in property in Auch, that's why you see me frequently complaining about lack of funds; Although under development please feel free to use our estate as your own should you be stopping by the Fortress of the North. You deserve this, after all, dear Carmen.

Journey ...

Dear Rosa ..

I am in a big journeyI am walking all aloneI saw many faces during the journeySome travelled with me a whileThey gave water and foodI reached half the wayFor here onwards it's difficultThere is a lots path in front of meI have to choose one there is no returnI have to select the best pathI like a path, no one has travelled so farMy path is difefrent, everyone saideveryone says, ' dont go 'But I have to go through that pathThere is a lot of humps and gutters in thatI can see it from here itselfI know no one follows meBut I will make the journey of my life ..

I hope you are ok ..

I miss you soo much my dear sister

The queen asked me to do a final task for her

Before my vacations start

And i have being thinking since the last chat we had

Dear sister

when i start my vacations i will travell ( Carmen Vanir and Vanda )

to explore the world

after two years of no vacations i think i deserve this

..My new family members will take care of the blog for us

and they will train themselfs

i dont want take advatages from u

no it would be unfair

soo i will wait until your return on your GE work

So after that time we can enjoy our fights on tetra and avenge the lost souls Together

Ohh i almost forgot

on my journey i met a girl

begging on rebouldoux fountain

i asked her name

she awnsered saying that her name was temari

and she was alone

soo i adopted her

and now

she is healthy and happy fighting on peter side

after that i could see a smile on edgar face

i think he could undertand temari

he lost his family too

so he held her until she stoped cry ..

Dear sister

let us meet soon!