A warning

Carmen.

It is best I just say this directly - I can't take it anymore.

Please... would you keep me informed, of your true feelings. So we at least have a chance to prevent such conflagrations in future before they become a problem? And it is a huge problem in our relationship.

It's unfair to me, to have to take all your abuse and still, kneeling before you, humbly beg for you to take my advice and hope to see you after work.

I was really trying to control myself there, alright? I could have done a hundred and one things to force you to be obedient to me and yes, prevented the problem, but I let you go and ruin my entire day... because I'm not that kind of person... I don't want to be like the others.

Please have mercy on me!